It seems in my whole I <3 my friends thing I accidently left out the largest, and possibly the most dearest group of them all...
My Online and RolePlaying friends.
Some I've known for only a short while, other's a year, yet some well over two years. Yet it feels like I've known each one of them forever and longer. These people - Rinoa, Loopy, Sae, Sarei, Zeo, and the list could go on forever - know me like no other person can claim. I don't have to hide anything from them, because there is nothing to hide. I can't store secrets away from them because it would be pointless. Everything comes out in the characters I play.
They know who I am through my characters. And try as I might my characters are basically just altered images of myself; dreams, wants, and wishes.
I can be spontanious and random, depressed and hurt, angry and vexed and I'll know I'm always in good company with them. I know they go through the same things as I am, but then we can just shrug everything off and write back and forth without a care in the world (well.. except for procrastination and who's turn is next X3).
And although we can push things in real life aside easily, each new meeting, each new twist in turn in the world outside the internet only serves to deepen and develop my friendship with this awesome and amazing people. I get online because of you guys, I create and imagine and come up with weird worlds and vivid creatures with and for you guys.
Sometimes I envy ya'll because you're a better writer, or you can write poetry, or draw, or WHATEVER.. But then there are times when I wish we lived right next door to each other so that if you were hurt or needed to talk, you wouldn't need to limit it to chatspeak only.
You are my dearest friends.. and yes, one day we may never speak to each other again, but I will always remember you guys ~ remember all the crazy things we chatted about in between posts, or having insane wars over claiming pages on the advert.
You guys are extra super special in a way that no body else can be. While in real, standerized life we generally become friends with the people we're around most often. But on the internet it's different. It's so easy to leave and totally forget about a person. In a sense it makes the friendships you DO build over this crazy thing we call the internet (AND LOVE) that much stronger.
So I'll <3 you guys til the end of time!
~ Ada-chan, Wayla, Kessie, Liselle, Whisp, etc, etc.
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